First Acting Debut

First time in High School I did the real shooting. And I was involving in movie making. My first movie, and now my movie group was delivering the movie to perlombaan. Yeah, it sad to knew that our movie is not choosed as the winner by our junior (as audients) but is okay, our movie already win for me, no matter what 

I like our time when we were together, saw everyone’s hardworking, all crew and player was fighting and did the best. That fact, was enough for me.

For note, we had immpresed our teacher (as judge and ). Yeay!!!

Ica as cameramen, story maker and editor did super great job. Our movie is HD quality! She got the talent, of course his father was movie director. She had so many amazing tool to making movie, but we were just making short movie in scholar level. We won’t being arrogant :PP

Risma as director gave the player understanding direct. She could translete the script to act. She was great.

Me and Fia became sound(wo)man. We both were hold the long mic to record the sound, so our sound in the movie was clear. It’s good job, and fun!

Ricko as main character did extraordinary acting, he was became serious when we taken scene. But sometimes, or maybe often, he was joking around to break the tense.

Nisa and Ulli as evil character was did great job too. They were good girls who did bad thing, but the script was making them to funny character, not evil at all.

Adin and Kitik was my friend in the scene, Adin was photographer and Kitik was sissy wkwk. Kitik captivated our juniors by his charming (?) wkwk oh, pink boy!

Adi and Bugi, they were good actor too, they did fight scene but it became funny somehow. Bugi laugh alot so we were retake so many times, it caused by Uli. She could hold of Bugi’s face. Really, His face at that time... it was so so soooo funny. Adi wore traditional hat from Bali and double sun glasses in his face. You could never imagine the situation.

Acting is Addicted. I want more more and more. I was acting as good girl, nice character but the truth is I feel comfortable with bad girl, I mean, I wish in the future I have chance to acting again and playing bad girl, in action movie like Angelina Jolie and Anne Hatheway. Maybe, err... It will!!

Bizare

Reading magazine is fun moreover when my eyes capture the comercial, oh no, it is not. When my eyes catch some picture there. That shining page, with high class pose, professional model, and high fashion. Its really good to watch. When you look at the title of magazine especially fashion magazine, entertaiment magazine like dazed, vogue, elle, etc then automatically you will look at the cover. From the cover you can look and guessing what inside. And its fun to immitating the cover girl style.  Rather bizare but I like it. Meaning something deep. Akaka...so much inspiring. Just for informaton, now asia is going to top. Look at the asian magazine, its awesome. Really really proud to be asian.

That XX

G Dragon recently release his solo album after several years. Like eat candy with surprise center, it is WOW me absolutely, he always does haha. With different theme, he is like.... even I can't find the correct word to express what I want to say. I am speechless. Just... thank you for your hard work, oppa. I really like your music so bad. ^^
These cool music video had me so touched. Wkwkwk, I can't get enough of BIGBANG, I never ever ever eveeeeerrrrr get enough of them. I just can't, what can I do then? XD
You can keep my word, seriously. If you don't believe me, check this MV out !

What do you think? Don't lie to me *smirk*

Fangirl

              Mengejek impian seseorang adalah salah satu hal terjahat yang pernah ada. Sekarang cobalah bertukar posisi, merasakan bagaimana kehidupan yang di ejek. Itu menyakitkan dan kejam. Kau tahu, mimpi adalah sebuah tujuan dan harapan untuk masih berjuang. Hal itu membuat para fangirl menjadi sangat berbeda karena mereka kuat tidak seperti para fakir impian. Di luar sana kata kata jahat meluncur mulus dari para orang orang asing yang sebenarnya tidak tahu apa yang mereka bicarakan, orang orang asing itu merendahkan fangirl dan meninggikan diri sendiri. Apa kalian pernah mendengar tentang keyakinan yang tidak memuja?

           Air mata dan tawa adalah bukti pengorbanan. Aku rasa para orang asing itu harus mengubah cara pandang mereka jika mereka melihat air mata dan tawa fangir sebagai kelemahan. Fangirl sedang berjuang dengan keras, dan masih akan terus berjuang dengan lebih keras. Aku beritahu, fangirl memiliki hati selembut salju yang mana ucapan orang asing yang jahat selalu di maafkan, sekuat lepengan bumi yang tidak kenal lelah untuk terus mendukung bias mereka, sebening embun yang selalu jujur dalam melakukan apa yang bias mereka katakan, bahkan jika fangirl  melakukan semua hal itu Saint Peter tidak mengucapkan nama mereka, itu bukan apa apa. Mau tahukah kalian kehebatan lainnya? Tanpa mengatakan apapun mereka dapat mengerti Bias mereka dan saudara mereka dalam persaudaraan. Sebuah ikatan yang rumit, dan kalian tidak perlu memahaminya.

         Jika selama ini kalian hanya melihat gadis yang membawa poster super besar dengan spanduk bernamakan para lelaki cantik, dan juga gadis yang sekuat tenaga meneriakan nama bias mereka di sisi panggung atau saat mereka muncul di layar kaca televisi mereka, maka ingatlah apa yang aku tulis ini. Mereka mencintai dengan setulus hati tanpa mengharapkan apa apa selain sebuah kecukupan yang bukan melainkan adalah sebuah kebahagian memiliki. Hanya itu dan sesederhana itu.

LOVE? Maybe Just LAUGH, Kind a Joke Between Us

Saturday Night as usual, I have to pass this, just like ordinary night. As easy as knocking door however it open some memory. The memory when I was touched, when I was falling hard in love but you just laugh there though that was a joke. It was hurt.
Some memory vanish by the time, and the other memory that left behind start making story. Story which keep secretly and safe in heart not by mind. It was mean.
I unable to speak, even reveal lively, I just can whisper and write secretly like a fool. What the... arghh. It was fine romance but it left me so undone...
Damn!
From the beginning of time, and the end... it was happy anding no even I don't it already finish or not. Oh dear, read more: http://saskiawidi.tumblr.com/post/30656532991/both-of-us